Taking some time now to blog some thoughts down for 2013, I know its Feb but they always say CNY is our second new year.
I believed I have failed to consistently looked upon my life purposefully for quite a while. In short, life feels crowded up and there is less time spent on deliberation of ideas. My thoughts many a times are mixed and cluttered along with things I read/learn about both online and as I study. The people whom I interact with, the food I eat, the activities I engage in, shaped and unknowingly pulled me on to forming what so many people call their identity.
I feels almost like I have not taken a stand strong enough. Like Christ was not where I root myself in, not where I would lose myself in so that I could be found in Him. (Matthew 10:39) Pride overrides the need for dependency. Often I thought I was good, alone, with friends, with studies, with sports, with games.Perhaps it's because of dissatisfaction with what I have, thinking I could have so much more.
Its been more than a year for CNY for 2014 has past too. This is an unfinished post and I'm publishing this post just for administrative sake (clearing up the clutter of draft posts in this blog)
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