Check-up

I went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital on Wednesday for a check-up regarding the toe I injured. Just a very simple check-up where the doctor just told me the toe will heal by itself. No cracks in the bone, no fracture, the doctor merely pressed once to see if there is discomfort or pain of any level. Well to be honest, it is somewhat a slight pain and the toe now seems rather stiff and inflexible. Nevertheless, 27 dollars for one such visit.
Since I got nothing to do, I went around novena area alone checking up on the activities and things up for offer. I was more attracted to the different kinds of nice-smelling food, though. Novena square do have a good mix of food, sports shops, fashion shops and others. United square just across the road offers lots of stuffs for toddlers though.
Its interesting as I walk the underpass that links these two square, there's this busker singing songs like " How great thou art" and "The Old Rugged Cross". It was lunch-time and people were all streaming pass him with only a few stopping to maybe drop a penny for this guy.
These few days have me pondering on things that just continue to confuse and grieve me. Is Christian fellowship all that it is as seen?
Philippians 3:7-8
But what things were gain to me, these I have counted loss for Christ. Yet indeed I also count all things loss for the excellence of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them as rubbish, that I may gain Christ