The main reason I have not been blogging is that I have deemed computer gaming as more important than anything else when I spend my time online. (in fact i have one or two drafts but just couldn't even concentrate to finish my thoughts. What a tragic to know that I still fall so easily to mismanagement of time as before. I must confess,
I wasn't using my time in the best way possible since I completed NS.
I've started working this week and things seems to be much better and in order in terms of my time management. Much better. Probably the routine keeps one going and organized.
One thing that keep troubling my mind is university application. In fact I think the worrying of getting to what with my not so good A level scores had me a lot of strange dreams.(a combination of regret, fear, pride are the besetting weights)
I think the best thing I can do now is to wait. I probably missed many opportunities these two years to appeal, retake...
Surely the arm of the LORD is not too short to save, nor his ear too dull to hear.
I desire your prayers for me to be in the center of His will through this few months.
Praying praying praying, yielding, trusting. The time when 'i' don't come first in my thoughts is the time God will lead.
Hidden years spent praying, training and moulding of my character is probably something I really need.
